Too busy

Tonight I am the almighty. I am he who does not sleep. he that is and ought.

he that was, is and will be.

But tonight only.

Then I become human again. flawed. decaying. mistaken.

Then my feet touch the earth. soiling. toiling. feeling the sharp unfriendly grains of earth. feel the sweat and sun. on my back. on my body.

The air. is heavy to breathe. thick. sleepy.

I forget. what I was. who I could be.

Too busy. struggling to breathe. too busy.

Always too busy.